This is hard to explain and I’m not really sure how to do it but I want to explain what it’s like when I talk to myself. Everyone talks to themselves…well a little bit, but not like me. Not like how I do it. They don’t feel like they’re in different place, with different people. They know 100% what their reality is. But I’m gone. Zoned out. If you’re trying to get my attention it may take a minute. I’ll snap out of it. But at that point in time…I’m gone.